In spite of it all..

Still God Loved Me in Spite

There was a time when I did what ever I wanted to do.
Still God loved me in spite.
The world and its ways was what I wanted and needed.
Still God loved me in spite.

I only prayed when I wanted something from Him.
Still God loved me in spite.
I stop going to church; didn’t have time for it.
Still God loved me in spite.

I was in the world and enjoying myself.
Still God loved me in spite.
When living the world way was more important then His way.
Still God loved me in spite.

When I did not have time for Him; He had time me.
Yes He still loved me in spite.
He walked the journey with me; because He still loved me in spite.

Even thou I was out in the world doing as the world, I felt Him oh so softly speaking to my heart.
Saying come to me my child, I am all you need.
Cause God loved me in spite.

He never gave up on me because He loved me in spite.
He began to speak to me louder and stronger.
Surrender and trust me my child, I am all you need.
Yes God loved me in spite.

Child you belong to me; let go and come.
This is a fight you can not win because you are mines.
I made you for me. Come to me I am waiting.
Still God loved me in spite.

So I did what He asked, I surrendered and begin to trust Him.
He open my eyes so I could see, He cleared my mind so I could received,
He cleansed my heart so I could feel; He renewed my soul and spirit so I could live.

Because He still loved me in spite;
It was that love that set me free.
Now I live for Him because He loved me in spite of it all.

dave was AWESOME last night.. 11th row, you sooo could see the sweat on his face and the vein in his neck.. aaaaaaamazing!!!!!

giving up...




letting go...




and letting God...



i mean daaaaaaaaang.. im so over it

oh my God is aWeSoMe!!!

I just absolutely loooooooove the fact that my God is AMAZING!!! He just is, no particular reason other than He just is. When you put your whooooooole and complete trust in Him, you get results. I cant stop smiling. He just amazes me that much!!! Romans 8:26-28 from the Message says, " Meanwhile the moment we get tired in waiting, God's Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we dont know how to what to pray, it doesnt matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, and keeps us present before God. Thats why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good." I was so tired of waiting for something to happen wondering when things were going to change and everything else. This verse just gets me fired up!!!! i mean daaaang!!! James 1: 2-8 from the Message says, " Consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith-life is foreved into the open and shows its true colors. So dont get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you may become mature and well developed, not deficient in any way. If you dont know what youre doing, pray to the Father. He loves to help. You'll get his helpi, and wont be condescended to when you ask for it. Ask boldly believingly, without a second thought. People who "worry their prayers" are like the wind-whipped waves. Dont think yo uare going to get anything from the Master that way, adrift at sea, keeping all your options open." I just love those 2 passages and they have given me a new hope and just a new spirit about things. I wake up happy and ready to start the day. I am sooo blessed and cant thank him enough. He is pretty ballin if you ask me.. haha :) Things are looking up, things are great!! Cant wait to live the rest of my life for Him :)!!!!!!!!!