whoa.. I never knew how much the power of Satan had on a person who is doing the will of God. He was so much a part of my week that I just broke down and wanted to come home. I know I am at Pine Cove for a purpose and this past week was just sooo hard. Its because I let Satan in my life and to eat at my thoughts and actions. oh deeeear get away from me!! My God is AWESOME and loves me sooo much and has so much better plans for me. His strength raises me up when i am down and encourages me when i need help. When I finally realize I dont need anything or anyone but Him its instantly all better. WHOA MY GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so blessed beyond measure.. wow... cant wait. this week I have Castle Rock which is the day camp and I have the 5th and 6th graders. I am sooo happy. Last week I had the 3rd graders, which they are precious, but I soo need a break from the poking and crying and homesickness.. ahh it was rough, but such a blessing at the same time. I love pc towers :)

ooooh here it comes!!

Texas is awesome and im soooo loving being here. at first it was a little awkward and at times i thought why am i even here.. what does God have planned for me.. and then i read our main verse, Ephesians 2:10." For we are God's masterpiece created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared for us in advance to do." This really made me realize that i am here for a reason and He as a perfect plan for my like and a reason i am supposed to be back at the Towers this summer.. although this is my last, im super glad im back. He is alredy stretching me over bounds and leaps and the kids havent even gotten here. This week i have 3rd graders. I am soooo pumpped about it and cannot wait!!! so i guess i must go and sleep.. i have the pc crud ahhh and medicine is wearing me out.

:))
Caadie

PINE COOOVE

Tomorrow is the daaay!! I cannot wait. Im ready to get away and clear my mind. I know this is perfect for me to better myself and be able to listen to what God has to say to me. Pine Cove is my absolute love. I cannot wait to see those little girls faces and see the Lord work through them.. ahh im going to cry im so excited. well I cant say that im going to miss anyone.. ha, i mean i love my fam and all, but i just need to get away from my element to grow and work on some things. Which is exactly why I am sooo excited to move to Texas for almost 2 months. oh gee im soo ready to be back and hopefully God will do some well needed work in my life and Im just suuuuper pumped and glad to have this wonderful opportunity once again.

Caaadie :)

one class... five days...8 hrs a day.. = yiiiikes..


i guess its a good thing this class is interresting and i loooove the teacher! he makes it fun and interresting.

on another note, 10 days til pine cooove.. the love of my life!!!! :))))

whoa..

this past week amazing things happened. things i never thought possible, but so glad they did. God is still doing great things in my life and I am even more excited about leaving for Pine Cove in 15 days!!! not to thrilled about the 9hr drive alone, but the experince will be so worth it!!!! I cannot wait to be back in Texas, its the best!! Parents bought a new house so were going to be moving in the next week which is bittersweet.. and i have summer class next week m-f and 8-4 yikes.. i may die.. but other than that done with school.. 4.0 :) yay

In spite of it all..

Still God Loved Me in Spite

There was a time when I did what ever I wanted to do.
Still God loved me in spite.
The world and its ways was what I wanted and needed.
Still God loved me in spite.

I only prayed when I wanted something from Him.
Still God loved me in spite.
I stop going to church; didn’t have time for it.
Still God loved me in spite.

I was in the world and enjoying myself.
Still God loved me in spite.
When living the world way was more important then His way.
Still God loved me in spite.

When I did not have time for Him; He had time me.
Yes He still loved me in spite.
He walked the journey with me; because He still loved me in spite.

Even thou I was out in the world doing as the world, I felt Him oh so softly speaking to my heart.
Saying come to me my child, I am all you need.
Cause God loved me in spite.

He never gave up on me because He loved me in spite.
He began to speak to me louder and stronger.
Surrender and trust me my child, I am all you need.
Yes God loved me in spite.

Child you belong to me; let go and come.
This is a fight you can not win because you are mines.
I made you for me. Come to me I am waiting.
Still God loved me in spite.

So I did what He asked, I surrendered and begin to trust Him.
He open my eyes so I could see, He cleared my mind so I could received,
He cleansed my heart so I could feel; He renewed my soul and spirit so I could live.

Because He still loved me in spite;
It was that love that set me free.
Now I live for Him because He loved me in spite of it all.

dave was AWESOME last night.. 11th row, you sooo could see the sweat on his face and the vein in his neck.. aaaaaaamazing!!!!!