time of my life

Soooo college is supposed to be the best time of your life.. well it started off rocky for the first 2 years, but now its absolutely everything i could have asked for. I have the best of friends, someone i enjoy spending time with, amazing family and i couldnt ask for a better life. God has truly blessed me in so many ways and i cannot thank him enough. Im finally in a place ive longed to be in for quite some time now. Im happy :) and in love with life. this song just makes me smile every time i hear it so id thought id share!!!


I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul

And feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life

wow..

So today is one of those days where im super stressed and cant seem to get a grasp on what i am supposed to be doing. i just want to cry. until i talk to someone who is always there for me and he reminds me to slow down and be still. then it hits me. oh course, cadie, why didnt i think of that. so i get in the middle of the sga office lay on the floor, close my eyes and blare this song just as we did at camp. it made me feel so much better, i also felt as if i was still at camp and that made me feel super!!! sometimes we need the simpliest reminders of things to get us back to where we are supposed to be. thanks!


Slow down, be still
Let go, we will
Be here, be now
Slow down, be still
Breathe in, refill
Be here, be now

If you choose to love
To know that the call
Is to give all you are
To give love away, away

Rise, rise, people of love rise
People of love rise, give yourself away
Rise, rise, people of love rise
People of love rise, give yourself away
Give yourself away, give yourself away

Slow down, just breathe
Be still, believe
Be here, be now
Slow down and see
It’s all you need
Be loved and free

And to hear the call, is to give your love away
And to hear the call, is to give your love away
And to hear the call, is to give your life away
Is to give your life away
We’re not safe, we’re not safe
But we will rise

(Rise~~~Robbie Seay)

toast!!

so i have the most amazing friend named Toast. He absolutely made my day. First off I get this package, which by the way I FREAKIN LOVE PACKAGES!!!!!, and then inside the package is a book called " Your Captivating Heart". OMG! it was the coolest thing ever because it goes along with what all we have talked about in our recent convos. he is the coolest bestie ever!!! and to think, he didnt even like me at first, and now we are the best of friends. Thanks again Toast for making my day great!!!

aaaaand now rush is here and i was vp, but now i got appointed to Pres because something happened to CC so now i get to be the pres. im really stressing because its alot to take on, but its real fun. i love all the girls im wokring with and im super glad we all get along really well. we get to stay in the new hotel in town for 10 days so that should be fun. free continental hot breakfast..hahaha. well im out!

ps.. my pain pills are hot pink! how freakin sweet is that!!!

a pace maker is for old people...

soooo i've had a very interresting week to say the least. so here it goes. Im in Troy gettin ready to move rooms in my house and mom and I go to the furniture store to get something for my room. I start to feel dizzy and sick to my stomach and all sweaty so i go outside to sit down. Im all light headed and not feeling to well. Mom comes out so i start to get up and walk to the car. The next thing I remember I am waking up in the hospital. so here is what happened in between my memories....

i walk to the car and step off the curb and apparently lost all color and fell flat on my face and passed out. mom said i was gone for about a min or so. She said I couldnt remember anything for about an hour, like that we had come to troy, where i was at, what happend or anything else. Some construction workers were in the parking lot and they called 911 and an ambulance came and took me to Troy's hospital. I wake up there and am in paaaaaiiin. my face hurt, but it would after be slammed into the pavement. well my heart rate is super low in the 30's and isnt good. i felt fine and thought i could go home. they wouldnt release me to go without being sent to Montgomery to talk with a cardiologist.

so I get transported via ambulance to the montgomery hospital, my heartrate still in the 30's and 40's, and talk to the cardiologist. She checks me out and gets a second opinion from another doctor and decides to wait til morning to do anything. All night long my heartrate still has done nothing. So 10 am Friday morning they decide to operate on me. i personally didnt think i needed one but i was forced to get a pacemaker put in.

Now the surgery is over and im home. i feel the same and still see no reason to have had a pacemaker put in. im a little sore but very thankful that I am alive and ok. God was looking after me that day because things could have been so much worse than they were. I am very lucky. I thank everyone who called and asked about me. i have the best friends and family in the entire world and i am very lucky to have them care about me so much. As for me, i am just taking it one day at a time. a very good friend of mine told me thats all i can do and not to worry about tomorow. God will handle all that. so for now i am doing well and ready to get 100%.

P. S.... rush starts this week and im super excited, scared because now i am Panhellenic President but excited to take on the challenge.

much love, p-slip!!

laaaake weekend

beautiful sunny day!
me getting up, wakeboarding, right before i busted it lol
haha my dad wakeboarding
my mom right before she completely face planted..hahahaha
jake and chase tubing

Soooo... sitting at home, bored to death what should i do. nothing. absolutely nothing. i havent done a thing since camp got over. you would think living in Hoover I could find something to do, but I need people and all my people are busy, working, or in Texas, haha. I need to get more friends haha. I have however gotten waaaay better at guitar hero lol im not too bad. I took it to the lake this past weekend and Sharon, who is like 35 and the biggest princess i know, started playing and absolutely loved it. I love going to the lake with them, the old folks actually do know how to have fun sometimes. Except Marty was planning my wedding with Stephen and Stephen was going along with it. Kinda embarrassing but funny though. aaaanywhooo we spent the day wakeboarding, skiing, tubing and then jumping off 50ft cliffs waaay amazing. Its such a thrill when your stomach jumps to your throat..aaaaahhhh but so much fun! weeelll until next time peace love and pslip!! :)

oh how I miss Pine Cove Towers!

hoots..

hoots and i before mawog

so there is this girl named hootie. and she completes me. our friendship is something that words cannot explain. we just know how we feel about one another and it needs no words. simple as that. that is all. holla atcha guuuurrrrlll!!!

Post Pine Cove Towers!!

wow. I cant believe 7 weeks went by so fast. Pine Cove opened my eyes to many new things. I absolutely came home a changed person. God taught me so much in the short time I was there and I cannot thank him enough for his amazing blessings he has given me. The friends I made there complete me. I dont know what im going to do without them. good thing we have facebook lol. it feels so weird to be back home in Alabama. Texas was my home for so long i almost forgot about bama. i miss it sooo much. i cant wait til i move there, its going to be AMAZING. those kids there were so precious and i am so glad i got the opportunity to work there. its really depressing that im not there anymore. right now we would be in our sports clinic, well not me, i never liked soccer and somehow always migrated over to flag football. i love my football buddies. discrete, toast, and break it down. oh how i miss those guys. window, oooh oooh!! lol. its seriously a hard time to leave pc towers. it was my life for so long it felt like. i dont know what to do now. a little jeff johnson session will do me just fine. oh glorious day!!!!!! i cant wait!!!

peace, love, and pslip!