Fearless..

"FEARLESS' is not the absense of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want all over again... even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to ...say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for the things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry," and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourselfto cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright, that's FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS."
— Taylor Swift

1st grade

i loooove my internship. i have the best teacher and a wonderful class! everything about it is going so well. I start teaching next week and im super excited about it. Im so glad God has blessed me with a wonderful opportunity and a great experience!!! now if only I can get all my lesson plans written today! I will be fine!

i geeet to............

GRADUATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeek im soooo excited! The University is letting me file my intent to grad late and walk in Dec. with my fellow classmates. Gosh how I love having connections, especially with the big Man upstairs. God truly blessed me and heard my prayers. I cannot thank Him enough. He is my rock and my shield. Man I cant believe it!!!! I just had a breakdown earlier in the day, and not 5 hrs later I get the congrats email about being able to file it. Wow!! MY GOD IS SOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!! :)

Peace

Isaiah 26:3

"You will keep in perfect peace
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you."

I was remided that God gives us perfect peace about things if only we let him. I've had a lot on my mind lately and have just been worrying about me possibly not being able to walk at graduation (due to the fact my intent to grad form did not get filed in time.) It has made me sick to my stomach and just worried all the time. Until I opened my bible to a card from Pine Cove. We played this game where everyone sat in a circle, boys on the inside and girls on the outside, and we talked for 2 min and wrote something on their card. It was a quick get to know you game. I LOOVE THIS!! well someone wrote on mine this verse and I had never really looked at it til now. It totally took me by surprise. God has a way of speaking SOOOO clearly to me these days. I looked it up and it was perfect for my situation. I love how God uses this to speak to us and to get our attention. He is an amazing God!

wanna stay in shape??.. dont eat mcdonalds!

soo in a moment of weakness I ate mcdonalds for breakfast.. 700 CALORIES!!! I almost died when I found that out. sooo I then decided I was going to burn all 700 calories of mcdonalds off bc that is just depressing. I ran 6 miles.. whoa, that was the most ive ever ran at a time. It was hard but in the end I felt so much better!! Running is totally becoming my drug. I looove running and how I feel afterwards.. i guess you could say I have the runner's high. lol. yum :)

Graduation....

Hopfully..... Dec2010 !!! Details coming soon!!!

converse and exercise

soo we all know her as the Bachelorette.. but I know her as my new fave person im obsessed with!! I totally fell in love with her on the bachelor with Jake.. and have since, I guess you could say, "stalked" her. :) I love how carefree Ali is and she has the CUTEST fashion sense eveeer... and because of her, I will own a pair of purple converse and TOTALLY rock them!

and on another note, I am starting a serious diet/workout plan tomorrow.. and by the end I will look like this..




but if I fail in my attempts to get a rockin' body like Jessica Simpson's for Dukes of Hazzard.. this should be just fine :0)